You may have heard me mention in one forum or another that I
am a writer by accident. I never aspired
to write - this was not some long-held dream of mine. I come from a line of
very creative people – artists, sculptures, musicians – and always lacked
either 1) the patience or 2) the talent to follow in family footsteps. My
mother will fondly retell the story of me sobbing over my lack of artistic
ability as a kindergartner because someone disliked the witch I had drawn on
the Halloween wall mural and colored over it while I was out sick one day. (Yes, a witch – even way back then). One thing I did always have was an incredibly
overactive imagination - I’ve been spinning elaborate tales in my head as long
as I can remember.
The entire premise of the Realm had been taking shape in my
brain for a long time. When I run, that imagination
kicks into overdrive, so every day on the treadmill, more stories, more plots,
more detail, more conversations – all in my head. I decided to start writing
them down in December 2011 because I liked them so much. With more time and attention, this whole
world of the Ancients and the Realm came to be. As fate would have it, I was
downsized two months later and had the opportunity to devote six months to the
development of the Realm and writing Chosen
and Forsaken.
I am sharing this for two reasons –
First, I am not a writer/author by trade or design so while
I am now trying to learn the world of publishing, etc., this was never a career
plan. I still have my ‘real’ job because it pays the bills. I don’t follow the ‘author’
rules - I react too much to reviews and disclose too much about the series and
interact too personally with my followers. However, for me, it is about these
books that I love, and if you are a fan of the series, it is about you. If you take the time to come over
to the Ancients Facebook page and interact with me, I positively adore
you. Seriously. This would not be fun if
I did not get to enjoy my books through others’ experiences. So if you love the books – thank you, I love
them too. If you come connect with me and
want to chat, FABULOUS!!
Second, these characters and storylines were never contrived
with the thought of making them as appealing as possible to the masses in order
to launch a writing career. These are
mini-movies in my brain that developed fully into a series of stories. These characters have lived, grown, loved and
gone through heartache and pain in vivid detail in my head. When I wrote the scene in Chosen where Kaitriana nearly died, I cried.
The pain that Lorcan was experiencing in that instant was overwhelming, and I
lived it typing those words. When I went back and edited that scene, I cried
again, because Kaitriana’s heartache and concern for him was agonizing. When I
am in one of these books, the characters are that real to me - the scenes are
that vivid. As a consequence, I love
these Vampire and Witch, each and every one of them.
That being said, Lorcan has gotten a bad rap. He is strong,
and honorable, fiercely loyal and capable of love to a depth that is
mind-boggling. He is also horribly arrogant and overbearing. Being the best,
unmatched, he is never questioned in his leadership or authority and answers to
no one. It is outside his realm of experience to be countermanded, disrespected
or disobeyed. He is Vampire and by instinct is naturally protective and dominant.
Lorcan is a mighty warlord, and he is the very reason that the Light never fell
when Kaitriana was getting her beauty sleep for five hundred years.
Lorcan was over twenty-five
hundred years old when she finally woke up. That is a long time to become
set in ones ways. He likes order and Kaitriana is a ball of chaos that came
bouncing unexpectedly through his life – a defiant, impulsive, immature, humongous
ball of chaos.
His struggle to accept her as his equal in strength, power
and leadership in the Realm is true to life. Lorcan has more experience in everything – the Realm, the Light, war, and
life. Had he just handed over reins and bowed down to her, I would have
disliked him a thousand times more (wimp) than for him honestly struggling with
being an overbearing jackass. Perfection
is boring, I would rather write flawed characters experiencing personal growth.
Chosen took place
over a period less than a year (minus the big sleep) – Lorcan needs time. He
will always be overprotective, and that may at times come out as gruff
arrogance, but he loves Kaitriana beyond reason. There is a place for her in
his life, and he wants her at his side, leading the Realm. He sees her potential, he knows what Kat is
capable of (probably more than she does), and he will get her there. The lessons just won’t always be glitter and
rainbows, and really, if they were, would they be believable?
At the same time, give Kaitriana time to grow up and grow
into her powers (there are 10 more books for her to become the kick-butt female
we all want to see her be). Having the strength to rule does not necessarily
mean one has the ability. Few of us at twenty-six are experts at managing our
own lives; she needs time before she is adept at managing the affairs of the
Realm.
Now that I have defended dear Lorcan and broken more ‘author’
rules, I am done for today. Please come
back next week when I wrap up the series and ramble on and on – ‘Me, Myself and
The Realm – Ancients Revealed.’ Oh, and if you haven't come over to the Ancients of Light page on Facebook yet, please come join us. :)
Have a Happy Week, Peeps!